Kamis, 14 Oktober 2010

please, consider this



some things I will write a confusing thing for me. because it is more important than love affairs (I think). a few questions from my teacher made me sigh a little confused. do you ever think about ..

1. who are you?
2. what do you do?
3. what did you do?
4. What will you do?

and this is my answer ...

My name is Difinta Akhyunila. In my family, I was the first daughter. I am a student D3 Seatrain. I therefore required to practice teach in school. I practice teach in Elementary Schools Polowijen 3 Malang as English teacher and computer teacher. I teach grade one to grade 6. besides that, I taught in Early Childhood Nurul Ichsan-Cemoro Kandang. I was very happy to be friends because I kept trying to add friends.I am one who confused with hobby. Because I'm easily bored, so I like new things or activities that are diverse. But there is one activity that really interests me, namely reading psychology books as you may know the condition of one's soul. I like to guess an event. Other than that I like to go hangout or shopping because it can make my brain re-fresh. I like the bustle of crowded. I would stress if only at home or did not do anything. because for me, time will never come back. therefore I do not want to waste time with things that are not important. I like to make friends, to me relates premises of others is very important because it can facilitate us in preparing future (we need someone else). We can share with them. therefore I do not like to create a separate group. I used to go play with my friends.

When I was under 5 years old, I was a child who is often sick. Take medication so my routine and the hospital is my second home. Exact age 5 years, I celebrate my birthday and get a gift first bike. At grade 6 (12 years old) my friends arrange birthday party for me. At age 15 years oId, I entered the vocational hight school, and I keep busy with activities at school like when I was in junior high school. I find a job after graduation. for the first time, I worked at the magazine's office as a secretary. After that I find work again, and worked as telle marketing at PT Telkom Indonesia to offer Speedy. After 1.5 months, I began to enter college and busy with new things and assignments so I could not come to work every day. Because the college program, I am obliged to practice teaching in school for one year.

I often think about what I should do for my future. I was the first child, my parents used to say "Finta, you are our hope." The sentence is always there in my brain. I hope I can make be habby to my parents, family, and everyone. I would do any work to be able to achieve my goals are. The job that I expect is a teacher or an independent career woman who works in an office. To achieve all that I have never tired to learn, try, and pray. Try to remain humble and not arrogant. I hope when I have achieved it all, I want to see my parents smiling happily because of the success that has been achieved. I do not want to see my parents worked in his old age. I want them happy with what god given to me. I want to return the favor to them. Besides that I wanted to build a happy family with my husband and my children. Hopefully with my work, I can raise my parents pilgrimage to Mecca. After that hopefully my husband and I can also go there for pilgrimage as well. That's my hope. Hopefully come true. Amen ..

binun

humb.. akhirnya aku bisa update blog jugga.. nebeng LAN d smk4. haha laptop e az jugga nebeng punya apri.. heehe mkasih mazz..

aku mau nulis, tapi kalo ndadak gini yo binun.
gini az wes..
biasa, ku mau curhat.. hehe


pernahkah anda merasa bahwa hati anda haus akan kasih sayang dan cinta kasih Tuhan YME?
yang aku rasa saat ni adalah aku pengen deket dan akrab lagi ma Dia yang di Atas..
hatiku kini kering.. tak tahu gimana caranya agar hati ini kembali seperti dulu
saat dimana aku bisa menangis, tertawa, sedih, senang karena Dia..
setiap detik, setiap waktu, setiap saat ku ingin rundukanNya..

tuhan..
kenapa kau meniggalkanku saat aku akhil baligh?
aku tahu diri ini kotor..
karena itu aku ingin kembali kepadaMu..

tuhan..
kembalilah padaku..
sirami kembali hati yang kering ini dengan CintaMu
ku inginkanMu..

tuhan..
bantulah aku tuk bisa selalu jaga rasa ini
rasa yang pernah ada di hati..
rasaku padaMu

tuhan..
ku tak ingin rasaku kepada makhluk selainMu
dapat melebihi rasaku padaMU
ku tak ingin itu terjadi

please..
bantulah hambaMu yang mencoba tuk kembali padaMu..
ku rindukan belai kasihmu..
tuhan, bantu aku..